Dreams…

21 Jun 2010 2 Comments

What are you dreams? Do you have dreams? Are you living your dream??

You know I don’t think I have a “dream” anymore…

Growing up, anything that I wanted to do or accomplish in the future was always laughed at or not taken seriously by family nad friends because it was THEY thought I should be doing. So much so, that I started to think that nothing I do will ever be good enough…so I stopped dreaming. Even now, those same family members and friends continue to discourage the aspirations I have.

Here I am, on the verge of turning 30 and I have people around me who encourage the natural ME (finally) but I feel stuck and without direction. It seems like every one around me is working towards or living a dream, THEIR dream.

I mean, I’ve been defeated for so long…why try anymore?

*le sigh*…until next time…

Theme song: “Dreams” by Little Brother

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Coop
Jun 21, 2010 @ 18:36:56

I dream of happiness — of the day I’m completely comfortable in my skin.
I was asked by a guy recently “what are you doing to prepare yourself?”. I was like “for what?” He said “the next chapter”. Got me to thinking. I don’t know what’s in the next chapter, but I want to be ready. I want to be better. That’s what I’m working on and that’s how I think I’ll achieve my dream.

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brran1
Jun 22, 2010 @ 07:30:27

Hey! Coop stole my response! *kicks can across the room*

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